I've been sitting here long enough,
the pain has grown overwhelming,
Again and Again he memories rush back,
when I specifically don't ask them to.


I thought I could control my own mind.

We are all able to give up, Anytime of the day.

But outlasting to the day is an accomplishment.

The word love.

It's not a word you should be able to use everyday.

Get over yourself.

You have no idea what love is.

When you grow up and look back i hope you realize how stop you look.

Sometimes saying "i love you" is the worst thing you can do for a girl.

It's a useless word if you say it once. and believe that you mean it.

Get over yourself.

Appreciation for them.

It's taken me a while to realize. family is the only concrete thing that is able to here.

But there is more to learn.

The way I've been seeing it.

Life is life.. and there is nothing you can do about it.
We meet our challenges only to expect failure.
We reach our destination only to find another place to go.
We find ourselves in desperation for love and we find we dont have the time to wait.

But what more is there?
There's a lot more.
Friendship Family God,
so many unnoticed things that run through our mind everyday.
So occasionally that when it really counts you can't name it off the bat.

Topic: life.
Problem: life.
Succession: it's all right in front of you.
But who am i to say i've only been here for 15 years.
experienced heartbreak and nothing else but drama.
Maybe it's just life is becoming harder to teach me lessons.

The wondering thoughts are only expressed through one's thoughts.
but thats the problem.
our thoughts.
thats all we have to call our own.
our "own".
the dreams the wants the "needs".

Life is a choice. and if you live it the right way, it will run smoothly.
Don't always think it's hard. it's easy.


It's bad it's good. it's expressive it denial. it's strong it's pride
it's discovery.
so don't you dare give up.. youve been through too much. and you havent got the right to decide when to end it.
Only to end it would begin nothing do nothing.
It's your responsiblity to find happiness. and you will find it.

What people say .

WOW . wtff ? do I know you ?

Never

I've been hurt to many times.
And I promise myself I will never get hurt again .
I'll meet Mr. right some how.
In the future.