there are times where I just want to give up. give up to humanity. maybe even go insane. and you know who makes me want to do this. Not people. Not friends. Not family. my mistakes. My mistakes are what throw me off.
When I am walking home I often think of the things I could have done better, much better. How i could have made a better respond. How I could have actually looked you in the eyes.
I picture myself in your eyes. how I may seem to you. the things I do
these are only a few things.